i had my first official wedding nightmare last night! after having a pretty stressful day, i decided to get some much needed sleep to be able to keep on my toes for wednesday. i basically passed out around 11 or so, after brian running out to presumably post something i was mumbling about in my half-awake stupor. 

i can remember getting married, having a doppelganger, and having nothing of what i wanted my wedding to look like be actually in the wedding. i was also something like 500 pounds, a sausage stuffed into white lace, because i apparently didn’t have time to lose weight before the wedding (but apparently had time to gain hundreds of pounds). we were in some fancy gossip-girl-esque ballroom and my doppelganger was making my entrance for me. i was supposed to be out of sight while she was to do my social bidding. we met eyes, everyone gasped and i apparently ruined my whole wedding.

no more giant burritos before bed. seriously.